Love knocking at the doors,the begining of Life!!!

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Oh!! I still can't forget, it was the first day. I joined the college after 2 months of commencement of the session of my studies just because of the fear of ragging. It was my first class at college,very shyily, so subtle, just wadded in the lecture class. Everything was so strange and I was feeling the nerves. one group of guys and girls came to me where I was sitting & started behaving like seniors. They were just trying to rag me as I totally missed the Ragging Period & they were just trying to take revenge of their sufferings of ragging. One of the Fat little girl was really acting smart and was asking so many absurd questions not worthy to mention here. It was really like feeling of a Lamb in a group of Jackals.
"I was about to cry, then all of a sudden the lady luck smiled on me".
Out of no where a cute little "Angel" came for my rescue. She scolded all the other classmates for harassing me said me a welcome. She told me that" It was a nice move to skip the ragging period you did a good job to not join the college during the ragging period, you are welcome & we all are batch mates here". Her smile, her grace, her attitude everything was beyond description. She was so00 !! beautiful, long black hairs just touching the hips, mesmerizing eyes, glittering with happiness, pink lips just moistened like morning dew on rose petals, in a simple Punjabi dress best fitted to her sporty body with "dupatta" , still defining the treasures & and above all her warm attitude towards me.
I was just speechless, for few seconds, just staring her like a Dumbo. Again her sweet voice came to my ears "Hey Buddy c'mmon, let's forget things, those were also your mates & were just pulling your legs". I just nodded my head, but my mind was else where. Why she came for my rescue? Why she was so protective towards me? Few days later I realized that it was her inherent nature to be kind & sympathetic, but there was something else too!!
I will write that later on at the right time.
After the class just came back to room, thinking about her.

Hey!!! Dear, Are you There???

Life is such a strange journey, you go through with so many strange things happening in the way. You think like a winner one time ,but destiny make you the worst looser the next moment. OHHH!!! what to do. Yes, I miss you,,wanna be you, but can't help my luck, or was it my worst ever setback to loose you. I thought ,that , i can control things, can rule the world, can take everything in my stride. Oh!! i was so wrong, destiny showed me how wrong I was.
Yes, off course things are still going,, the tulip is still blossoming, the rain mists are still drenching me, the nights are still star studded, but I am standing under the sky with the lonely moon, smiling on me.
Where are you???
Still the nostalgia is gnawing its nails in my heart. I see you like a dream,short lived but in true senses, with all my eyes wide open.
How can you forget the days we spent together, on the river bank or in the starry nights all together,with holding hands. the first embrace, the feel of rose petals are still afresh in my mind.
Yes, I know you must be doing well without me, you were quite strong hearted, competent enough to face the world, but It could be better perhaps ?????

HEY DEAR TELL ME WHERE ARE YOU .